Herstory.....
This newsletter from our website 
www.heavensmagic.org is dedicated to
Heaven's Miraculous Angelic Giving Inspirational Canine
My beloved Miniature Schnauzer,
         Mandorla Angelique Tresor, "Mandy."
She was my haloed angelic treasured friend and I was her
caretaker/companion for ten years.
When all of my girlfriends became married she was there on 
many a night
         when I did not have a relationship, let alone any
prospective dates, until I met Matthew in my 36th
year.
She was there when my mother traveled and I was left 
to take care of the household.
As an only child, I
         was never lonely when she was around 
even when she was just there laying beside me.
Diabetes was her cruel
         fate and part of me feels awful about
not noticing the symptoms until it was too late.
But for the most part
         she lived life on her own terms
in a natural, drug free way, and passed peacefully in her 
sleep.  
I take great comfort in knowing that she did not suffer
and was taken into God's loving arms on Ash Wednesday.
She would always refuse to walk on a leash and I did not 
want to bully her into submission. Ironically, she
         would 
naturally heel and walk beside me on many of our walks throughout 
the neighborhood. 
If
         she was able to get out of the front door of my home, she 
would never go beyond my sight or just take off and run away.
I remember the first time that I saw her, she took to me right way.
She was sick and had kennel cough, my mother
         tried to persuade 
me to pick another pup, but there was something between her and I
that was in describable. She
         had such a spark!
I nursed her back to health and other than one ear infection, she 
was never sick a day
         in her life, at least in my eyes.
While I was in graduate school, she was the one who had to be patient
while I
         created the U.T.O.P.I.A. Project. 
When I finally met my soul mate she was the one who 
waited patiently
         for my return from spending joyous 
times with the man I love, designing the 
Theresa's Fund Loves Heaven's
         M.A.G.I.C. Project, or 
using my spare time to learn about the business world 
design a Business Plan, and build
         
Heaven's M.A.G.I.C. into a thriving organization.
I always thought that I would be able to have
         more time in the
future to be with her. I was wrong.
She brought a tremendous amount of joy into my life and
         I would 
not trade those moments for the ache in my heart right now.
I feel blessed to have been chosen to
         be her caretaker/companion 
and I knew that I was meant to be her caretaker/companion, 
because at first my
         mom said, “No” ,to bringing her home, 
then my mother's dog, Cleo, died of kidney failure, and my
         
mother said that she "missed the pitter patter of little feet."
She suggested that we go back and
         get her, but it had been several 
weeks, so I figured she was already taken by someone else, but
she was still there,
         and the moment I returned to the pet store, she sat 
up all perky and cute the same way she did the first time I
         walked 
up to her and I said "Hi little one, we're back and we've come to take you home."
My fondest memory of her was when she was a puppy. 
She had taken an entire roll of paper towels and shredded 
it
         into pieces throughout my bedroom. 
After we returned from an outing, I opened the door to 
find my precious
         haloed angelic treasure sitting right 
in the middle, hundreds of pieces of shredded paper towel
which appeared
         to look like snow.
She had a "yeah can I help you , I am a little busy right now,"
look on her beautiful
         face. My mother and I laughed so hard.
I still hope to find the photo that we took that day. 
I sat down
         on the floor picked up a huge handful of shreds
and tossed it into the air. She started to jump up, bark, and 
run
         around the room. We enjoyed every moment of her creative 
snowfall that day.
She managed to make it snow in
         the desert, and that was quite a feat.
If I had $100,000, I would set it aside right now, and use the 
interest
         off of it in one year to build the 
Mandolra Angelique Tresor Chapter of  
Theresa's Fund
         Loves Heaven's M.A.G.I.C. for my 
beloved Heaven's Miraculous Angelic Giving Inspirational Canine
I
         would ask that the members of that chapter dedicate their service 
towards Service-Learning projects that support diabetes.
         
I would display a photo collage of my precious, loyal, loving, 
friend, and the world would become a better
         place, because 
of a special unique soul, Mandorla Angelique Tresor, "Mandy"
Heaven's Miraculous Angelic
         Giving Inspirational Canine.
As I elementary educator, I will have to settle for this poem below,
that I created
         to honor her for now, but I will pray that a 
Theresa's Fund Loves Heaven's M.A.G.I.C. Chapter 
will one
         day bear her name.             
   
         Mandorla Angelique Tresor
"Mandy"
                Scooterin
         Bertootie
October
         19, 1997   -    February 6, 2008                                 
             
            
         Ash Wednesday 2008
You were always
         loyal, loving, and kind.
I wish you and I could have had more time.
I remember when you first caught my eye.
Now that you’re gone, tears well up, I cry.
         
We had to settle
         for only one decade. 
In
         that time, a strong and loyal bond we made.
I will always cherish my memories of you.
Your love was beautiful, wonderful, and true.
You’re in a place where you will
         never feel pain.
Your
         soul and spirit will renew once again.
You were a spirit unique and free. 
Happy go lucky, and full of glee.
So patient with my every wish
I’ll miss your little puppy kiss
You radiated love and grace.
No one could ever take
         your place.
Eventhough we’re
         now far apart 
You’ll
         live forever in my heart
The joy you brought into my life 
will always outweigh my pain in the end.
Until the day we will meet once again.
Farwell, my precious, special, loving, friend
I will love you forever, 
Precious Bootie Scaputie
         Tooterind
Godspeed haloed
         angelic treasured friend.